Postcards from TikTokland: week 1

A week ago I threatened to make some TikToks. I set a personal goal to make one TikTok a day, just simple basic daily vlog stuff of whatever I was already doing.

And now it's been a week and I've done it. I now have a modest following and a TikTok profile page (@radiatoryang) with a full grid of videos. I feel a lot more capable with the video editing tool now, and sometimes I even have a little fun when making videos.

Here's a recap / post mortem of my first 7 videos and what I've learned from making them...

A foray into TikTok / notes on social media aesthetics

So I've finally done it. I've made a TikTok account (@radiatoryang). Forgive me.

I still prefer text over video, and I certainly don't intend to "pivot to video"... but it was feeling increasingly foolish to lack the video skills / cultural context of virtually everyone under 30 in the entire world.

Now I'm not a total stranger to making video. I used to do weekly level design streams called "Level With Me" on Twitch, where I gained a decent sized following with regular viewers and even some paid subscribers, but the lockdown-era gauntlet of remote teaching marathons quickly burned me out and irrevocably soured me on what used to be a fun hobby.

For this foray into TikTok crafting, I'm approaching it somewhat slowly and methodically...

"After School" - from LAN Party (2024)

photo of a random 2000s era US cybercafe

(This personal essay was written for LAN Party, a nice photo book about LAN gaming culture curated / edited by merritt k, along with many more essays like this one. You should buy the book and give it nice reviews. For this blog post version, I've made a few edits and added some pictures / links.)

After School

Sometimes on Fridays after school, a bunch of us would meet up to play video games.

We went to a cybercafé called CyberLab, which sounds like the generic yet clearly evil corporation in an 80s action movie. But no fancy cyber word reflected the reality of this place: a dingy room filled with surplus office furniture and overheating computers. It was probably more than a little smelly. Yet it was ours.

Upcoming game dev events in Australia and New Zealand, June - August 2025

Down here in the other hemisphere, Australians and New Zealanders are approaching winter... which means it's time to leave the beach and attend some game developer events. 

I'll be participating in a few public events this season:

• June 7-8, 2025: Frosty Games Fest @ online. We'll be premiering some Tryhard gameplay footage at this upcoming fresh new exciting Australia / New Zealand themed online games festival, featuring demos and trailers from AU / NZ designers and studios. If you're a streamer / video creator / journalist, fill out the form on their website for access.
• July 19, 2025: Wireframe @ Auckland, New Zealand. I'll be giving a short level design talk at the local game development conference here in New Zealand's largest city. You can check out the Wireframe speaker schedule here. There's also a planned games showcase for locals to submit their games. Join the Auckland Makes Games discord for info and updates.
• July 31 - August 2, 2025: Freeplay / Angles @ Melbourne, Australia. I'll (probably) be around at Australia's longest running indie games festival. Last time I was in Melbourne in 2018, I got the opportunity to make a gay AFL-themed alt ctrl game, and this year I have even more to say about sports games and sexuality. Speaker applications for 15-30 minute talks are still open, the submission deadline is June 3, 2025.

Lastly, if you're interested in keeping up-to-date with the Australia / New Zealand game dev community, sign up for the Indie Dev Digest newsletter by Meredith Hall. She also maintains a list of ANZ games events and a list of ANZ game funding initiatives too.